2010.09.25

           Last Saturday, when I woke up in the morning, and when I opened my phone, I was very shocked. I saw a text message which from whom I didn’t know, but I know her name because she is my friend’s friend. The message means one of my best friend’s mommy was gone last night. And her funeral service is held at Jeon-ju. We, the friend whose mommy passed away and me, be friends since when we were middle school 2rd grade, 15 years old. But we had to separate because I changed my residence. And she moved Namwon, too. However, we kept in touch with each other, and families know each other. Her mother was very kind and cares me a lot. When I left from my house, she gave me pair of clothes with hand-writing card. I was so impressed. Anyway, rapidly I left Seoul to Jeon-Ju by express bus for two and half hours. That was my first time to visit Jeon-Ju. During going to Jeon-ju, I feel anxious and I don’t know what I have to say to her. When I arrived funeral hall, I was nervous and I couldn’t move to incense buring room. Because I was timid to look her face. Few minutes later, I was gone there, and looked her face, I feel so sad. We were very long time no see. So we met for the first time in many days. I was missed her so much and so does she. I stayed with her all night that day, and I just be with her. There’s nothing I can do for her. Because I can’t understand all her feeling, and I think nothing can help her. And I saw all ceremony of the funeral, and I went back to Seoul. I feel very sorry to her about all things, and I promise to be with her whenever she needs me. In front of her mother’s photo, I promised. I miss her and her mother everytime. And I am very sad.